Message: | Hi My Little Brandi, My Beautiful Son, My Angel,
It's me Mamma, I miss you so much!!!! I don't know how to express what I feel in words. I am so Proud of You. You were ssssoooo smart, you spoke so well, you were like a little man, always knowing how to make mommy laugh. Now all I do is CRY.... I don't sleep well, I don't eat a whole lot (but that's not unusual for me - you know that).
There is a piece of my heart missing - YOU ARE MISSING - I love you so much, Joey misses you so much - I gave him one of your little blankies tonight to help him feel a little closer to you (he was very happy that I did). When I gave it to him he made that gesture you used to make with your hand when you wanted your blankie pointing to your neck and then Daddy and I smiled.
We come to see you very often almost every day and every time we do we cry and wish you were standing right next to us - tugging at our clothes. We wish that you would just start singing like you always did - "Up! Up! Up!", "Mr. Roboto", "Come Sail Away", "Have a Nice Day", "Gasolina", "Elevation - Oooh, Oooh ..." and all those other popular songs you learned in the short 3 years stay on Earth with us. You were so talented, you would have been such a big STAR here on earth!!! Now you're the BRIGHTEST STAR in the sky ... Oh how I miss you so. I Love You My Little Angel.
Everyone has been so supportive, and both sides of the family miss you so much as well. You touched so many people in many different ways. Everyone that knew you, will never forget you and those who never met you, will always wish they had. You were SO SPECIAL my beautiful, little redhead boy.
Buona Notta Brandon-Jonathan, Sweet Dreams Brandon-Jonathan, I Love You Brandon-Jonathan, AND I Miss You Brandon-Jonathan.
Good Night My Sweet Angel Son.
I LOF You Always,
Mommy |